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45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone

whats your name spelt backwards?: yeliab
What did you do last night?: shine my shoes
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: cant download computer to "special"
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: yeah >.>
Last time you swam in a pool?: cant remember
What are you wearing?: p.j's
How many cars have you owned?: 100 i loved my porche the most go hot wheels whoo hoo mikela
Type of music you dislike most?: rap
Are you registered to vote?: no
Do you have cable?: yes
What kind of computer do you use?: one thats older then me
Ever made a prank phone call?: ...yeah
You like anyone right now?: yep
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: bungee jumping
Furthest place you ever traveled?: costa rica
What's your favorite comic strip?: beetle bailey
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: no
Shower, morning or night?: night
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: replay of jimmy neutron spy thing
Favorite pizza toppings?: cheese
Chips or popcorn?: chips
What cell phone provider do you have?: sadly none
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: you can do that?!?!
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: yes
Orange Juice or apple?: orange
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: jordan,morgan,josef,elizabeth, and..ummm that other girl
favorite chocolate bar?: heath
Who is your longest friend and how long?: jessica i think..ummm 9 years
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: last year
Have you ever won a trophy?: yeah
Favorite arcade game?: dig dug
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: no
Sprite or 7-UP?: 7-up
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: yep did it today im so spiffy
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: cupcake
Ever thrown up in public?: yes
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: millionaire
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: jimmy neutron at tleast hes not gay
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: yep
What message is on your voicemail machine?: dont have one
Where would you like to go right now?: wherever Tyris is (and im not telling you anything about this person you little leech friends)
Whats the name of your pet?: invisable
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: im to lazy to go look, school crap
What do you think about most?: Tyris

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R A N D O M M SURVEYYY !

-your lasts-
what was the last thing you ate?: Cheese
what was the last ad you saw on the internet/tv?: ITS MY MONEY AND I NEED IT NOW!!
who was the last person that commented you?: Tyris
who was the last person you voted for on american idol?: Don't watch it
what was the last thing you searched for on google?: Naruto
when was the last time you went outside?: 2 hours ago
who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Daddy
when was the last time you bought new shoes?: Start of school year
when was the last time you played a mario game?: Last night
when was the last time you stayed home from school?: Cant remember
when was the last time you saw your mom?: Lat night....she got me mad!
what was the last movie you saw?: Avatar
what was the last song you heard?: Potential breakup: aly and A.j
what was the last cherry-flavored thing you ate?: I have no clue
-your phone-
don't do it if you don't have one (:
what kind of phone service do you have?:
what color is your phone?:
what are the the last two numbers of you cell phone number?:
what does 3rd text message in your inbox say?:
what does the 5th text message in your outbox say?:
go to your phonebook, who is the 1st person under T?:
who is the 6th person under B?:
who is the 2nd person under S?:
who is the 4th person under R?:
who is the 2nd person under W?:
who is the 1st person under A?:
what is your 8th ringtone?:
who is your last missed call from?:
-this or that-
nerds or jolly ranchers?: jolly ranchers
hollister or american eagle?: or
aim or msn messenger?: msn
vanilla or chocolate?: vanilla
hotdogs or hamburgers?: hotdogs
coke or pepsi?: pepsi
pens or pencils?: pencils
keyboard or piano?: keyboard
summer or winter?: winter
spring or fall?: fall
sledding or swimming?: sledding
week days or weekends?: weekends
christmas or easter?: christmas
tapes or dvds?: dvds
-random section-
what was the first pet you ever had's name?: hoagie
what would your name be if you were the opposite sex?: Tigen
what color underwear are you wearing?: white
have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: no
what was it about?: chuck norris
have you ever eaten a papaya?: yeah
do you like your handwriting?: no
what was your last dream about?: my test came alive and ate me
can you sing the alphabet backwards?: no
can you type without looking at the keyboard?: sometimes
do you have an ipod? what kind is it?: yes, shuffle
look to your right, what is the first thing you notice?: wall
look to your left, what is the first thing you notice?: vacuum

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You go to your house after school and see the front door wide open. You..?: Run screaming in saying "HI ROBBERS TAKE EVERYTHING EXCEPT MY TEDDY BEAR!!!"
What's you favorite hobby?: Karate
Obama or NObama?: NObama
Do you support abortion?: No
Do you use the word hate?: Yes
What do you do in your spare time?: Radio
Someone offers to pay for free sky diving lessons for you. What do you say?: I was made to be on the ground
Do you like sushi?: No
Rock or Country music?: Rock
A day at the mall or a day in the country?: Country
Your ideal outfit is what?: Clothes
Do you get along with your parents?: Nope
Do you have siblings?: No
Do you have pets?: .....No thanks for making me cry T_T
What's your favorite animal?: Tiger
If you found $100 in front of someone's house what would you do?: I would sing the 'I just found 100 dollars song' and then go give it to the poeple in the house
Do you consider yourself trustworthy?: Yepperz
Do you like taking pictures?: Yeash
Are you in any clubs/organizations at school?: Yep
Are you patriotic?: YES
Is the U.S.A. the best country in the world?: No
Would you ever let the flag touch the ground?: No
Blond or brunette for the opposite sex?: Blonde then we can be smart together
What's your least favorite color?: White
Do you like horses?: Yes
Do you like sloths?: No
Would you rather have a night out or a comfy night in?: Night out
A lot of people or a few people to hang with?: Few
Job or sports?: Job
Cell phone or computer?: Computer
Chips&cheese or chocolate&fruit?: Chocolate and fruit
Where were you on 9/11/01?: Seffner
Do you think your a nice person?: Yeah
Do other people consider you nice?: I hope so
Do you get good or bad grades?: Ok grades
Do you like black and white pictures or regular pictures better?: Black and white
Do you like the color gold or silver better?: Silver
Do you get grounded often?: Yeah >_<
Do you have a curfew?: Yep
Are your parents strict?: YES
Do you enjoy school?: No
Lip gloss or chapstick?: Or
Do you fall for people easily?: No
Do you think girls endure more than guys?: Yes
Is it fair girls have to have the babies?: Yes
If males concieved the baby do you believe there would be less pregnancies?: No
Would you ever consider adoption?: No
How was your day today?: Long
Are you a morning person?: No
Are you a night person?: Yes
Is your best friend the same sex or the opposite sex?: Same
Do you believe girls create a lot of unneeded drama?: Yes
Do you think there is someone for everyone?: No
Does age matter in relationships?: Sometimes
Do you like watchin the stars and the moon?: Yeash
Do you like thunder storms?: Yepperz
Are you afraid of bad weather?: No
What color are your eyes?: Gray...and blue
Do you believe in fate?: Yeah, but God makes it
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No
What are you thinking about at the moment?: I don't want to do my bio homework T_T
Are you smart for your age?: Yeash
Are you stressed at the moment? If so why?: No
Have you ever/are you in love?: Maybe
Are you concerned about global warming?: No..you can't be concerned in something that doesn't exsist
What is your favorite state?: Florida
When you get older are you going to live where you live now? Why?: Yes, Florida is a rich state
What is a career you are thinking about pursuing?: Vet
Do you have the college picked out that you want to attend?: Yeash
Do you like hard candy or soft candy better?: Hard
Would you rather go to an amusement park or a mall?: Amusement park
Are clothes important to you?: No
What is your ideal pair of shoes?: Flip-flops
What is one thing you want right now?: Better radio
Do you think long-distance relationships can work?: Nope
If someone is wearing all black, do you instantly assume they are goth?: No, There just having a bad day
Are horoscopes true?: No, but it freaks me out how right they are
Is coincidence real?: No
How do you feel about the person you are becoming?: I don't know let me ask her
Do you like the color red?: Yes
Do you get mad easily?: YES
Are you emotional?: No
What are your thoughts on animal abuse?: Bad
Are you vegetarian?: Hahahahaha are you kidding me....
Are vegetarians healthy?: No
Do you think college should be required? Why?: No, cuz all the good jobs would be taken
Are you planning on attending college?: Yeash
Does your family own a business?: No
Are you close to your grandparents?: No
Should the USA have prepaid health care like France?: Ummmm.....sure >.>
Do you sing?: When I'm alone
What's your favorite genre of music?: Any
Should there be freedom of speech in schools?: Yes
What is your opinion of school uniforms?: You have something to wear everyday, but you get tired of it
Do you honestly care about other countries? Why?: No
Is green the new pink?: Yeah everyone is making it
How do you feel about two-faced people?: They should go fall in a hole
Can someone ever be perfect?: Nopez Go team jesus!!
Have you ever received stitches? If so, for what?: No
Ever had a nose bleed?: Yep
Ever bitten your tongue so hard it has bled?: Yeah
How do you relieve your rage?: Work-out or breath slower to calm self
Out of anger, have you ever hit something so hard you broke a bone?: Yeah...
Do you believe in the death penalty?: No
Have you ever broken any bones? If so, how?: I punched something...I already told you this
Do you like ice cream?: Yes
Do you like speeding?: Yes
Have you ever went to school so tired that you slept in every class?: No
Ever been so mad you couldn't talk?: YEASH
Do you stutter often?: N-no
Do you know what FFA stands for?: Yeah P=
Have you ever taken an agricultural class?: Yep
Are you tall, average, or short?: Don't know...let me find mikela and see how tall I am...Love ya Mikela ^_^
Ever fallen asleep at the wheel?: No
Do you think energy supplements are bad?: Yeash
What's your favorite energy drink?: Full throttle
What's your favorite thing to drink?: Cold water
Do you enjoy walking?: Yes
Do you like aerobics?: No
Do you do pilates?: No?
Have you ever tried yoga? Why?: No, have you seen those positions O.o
Is the outcome of your life up to you?: Yes
Is excercise important to you?: Kinda
Do you live in town or on a farm? Do you like it?: Town, Yep friends
Ever tried to blow up a rattlesnake with black cats and water dynamite?: No unfortunately
Do you have straight or curly hair naturally?: Straight
Is your hair long or short?: Long
Do you like your hair?: No
Is having a sense of humor vital in the opposite sex?: Yepperz
Would you rather go on many dates or have a steady relationship?: Steady
Does peer pressure only works on those who don't know what they believe?: Yeah
Is love or money more important to you?: Love

One

Do you see me?

I saw you through the glass I watched you so closely. You turned and looked back at me your face was so angelic. I waved, but you didn’t wave back for you couldn’t see me as I saw you. We were in different worlds but the moment I saw you I knew we would be connected someday. Right then we were strangers. Now we talk to each other till midnight on the phone. There’s no glass anymore it’s just you and me nothing inbetween our lives intertwined. You always look so fragile your body and face I want to hold you to my chest and comfort you all the time not letting go till I know you’re ok. Would you do the same for me? Sneak out at night just to see me, comfort me in my times of need hold me close and sing me to sleep. Do you seem me as I see you?

Hate and love

This title explains it all. Hate is such a intense word, but isn't love one also. I walk around school and hear those three words at least five maybe six times a day. I'm not talking about when girls tell other girls the love them like a friend I do that but not like the other kind. The other kind would be when I see a boy and girl doing there thing not going into example you pervs. They break apart and quickly tell each other before going to there next class. I see that as a not true love relationship. Anyway back to hate. Hate is something that if you say to someone on accident like your walking away and you turn and say "I hate you." The first thing you hear from someone around you is "Hate is such a strong word." Wait..here's where I get confused last time I checked love was a very big and strong word. Always those two seem to be connected in someway. Yet love is always overused and hate is a one time deal. When you say I love you someone doesn't turn and tell you its a big word and shouldn't be taken lightly. I could go on and on about this but you would get annoyed and click to the next blog...which by the way I've seen and if you think my blog is boring there's isn't any better. So what does this all mean. It means people take hate to hard and love to lightly. You should always remember that they are very strong words and that's why there paired like that. They weren't like that for them to be used to much. There so we know why and when to say it.

Love

Love is another topic I wish to cover...and I don't care if I'm "scaring" you I don't care if I'm acting "diffrent" you people called my friends need to get over an deal with it. I can be deep when the time comes. When I do...you accuse me of being wrong thats wonderful friendship if I do say so myself. Anyway...

Love is that thing that makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside. That feeling that makes your tummy flip when you see that "guy" or that "girl". Most people say its the best feeling you can have, but have you ever thought about it. Put your mind tothe test of trying to see the flaws in it all. I'm not going to lie here love I think is a very wonderful thing to be in. But it has it's risks. The pros in being in love are: theres that person in your life that makes you fly high in the sky, you have a feeling to get up every morning, and its nice to be wanted by someone. There are more and I could name them all day but I don't have the time. Lets look at the cons of this. There are: getting crazed about it, the person leaving you with so much pain, you get pulled into the state called "honeymoon" where you don't see anyone else around you, last but not least you see only good no bad things about them. Now the last one lets talk abut that one. My friend has gone through it before and I was horrified at the fact that he saw nothing but wonderful things about this girl. Like the fact that she would cheat on him right in his face I mean like she wouldn't even try to hide it. I was disgusted and I kept asking over and over. "Why? Why? Why?" He would give me the same answer every time. "I'm in love and I can't get out." I would sigh and walk off peering over my shoulder to see "her" kissing another boy in front of his face. There was nothing I could do to pull him out of that zombie trance. I had to sit back and watch as love took another victim. On the other hand you have those people who walk around the school hands intertwined swinging back and forth in glee. Those people make me smile but its the others that make me want to go smack them upside the head. Love can be so happy and fun unless you know how to use it properly and not ruin someones life.

Trust

That last post was quite serious and I'm not stopping anytime soon. The truth about everything must be told like it or not just read and shutup.

So trust what about this little thing. Do we even trust it? I mean really you can't trust anyone in the world. You friends, lover, mommy, daddy no one. Yeah I said right there look over it if you need to. Now your thinking this right now either wow this person is a jerk and you click away from my blog. Maybe your one of those who understand you have wanted to say this but never got the chance for no one listened to you. Speak your mind your emotions be free don't hold back. Now I know my friends who know know me are thinking. "Who in the world is this person?" Well you never actually knew me friends. Secerts are a wonderful thing at the time till they get thrown out in the open for everyone to see. The humiliation and cursing begins as soon as they see it. Which brings me back to trust. Say you for some reason are going out with your friends boyfriend (which I'm not doing this is just an example -.-''') they ask you one day why he is acting so funny and you just shrug like you have no clue. At the end of the day you meet him behind the dumpster and continue with your "boyfriend" like you not hurting your friend. She walks around the corner and finds you to tangled together and runs off crying. You don't notice and the next day comes. She acts like she saw nothing. Look your trust has been broken that easily. There seems to be a fine line of trust between some people but its never a strong bond. I'm not going to lie in saying this I don't think my parents bond was that strong one time. It broke. I cryed. Went to school played it like nothing was going on. It was so hard to see them living in diffrent houses. I never saw my dad for a week. I was horrifed at the fact that there was a big chance they would get a divorce. I would lie in bed not sure to know who I was going to see tommrow. Our family trust snapped like that. I couldn't trust my family mother and father. Do you get that little thing called trust now? Do you see it's a lie? Or are you still sticking with it trying hard not to let your feelings show and this pain throbbing at your heart. I wish youwould understand this.

Blog blog blog!!

I say emotions are something you don't want to play with. Be it yours someone else's it doesn't matter there not fun. You end up being hurt in the end, finding out it wasn't true love. Your life never going to be the same. Maybe your lucky and you've found that one person that makes your world go round. What would you do if they suddenly stopped it. Everything came to a crashing halt and you were left with nothing but two pieces of a heart that once used to fit together. You try so hard to push, squeeze, or glue them back together but they always end up being taken apart by someone else. How do you mend that broken heart? Some say find another person to help you with weather it be a girlfriend/boyfriend or just a friend maybe even your parents. They don't know the real pain inside of you. They don't know how to put the pieces back together if they have never seen it whole. So I say....screw emotions there nothing but a mess waiting to happen.

Isn't it amazing what you can write when your bored.

ROTC

Oh yeah!! Get to wear my spiffy-do outfit tommrow. It's awesometastic!! Got me a pin and another pin that goes on my hat (which I feel very lame for wearing cuz it is pretty dorky) AND I have the shinyest shoes in the galaxy and far beyond. I get braso for my belt buckle and pins. Ummmmm I'm excited are you exicted cuz I'm excited but you should know that by now and if not the you need to start reading from top to bottom...I swear it works I've tried it O.O! Lets seeeee whats going on at brandon high...hmmmm well theres a football game were going to get our butts kicked by the ever so steriod armwood yay for us. I swear there crazy footbal people and thats all they care about over there is sports nothing else thats why all the kids who come from there arent too bright BUT ANYWAY.

I want a silence from everyone who reads this today. Tommrow is 9/11 and I want everyone who reads this too take time out of there day and pray/rememeber whatever you do and think about all the people who died from those two planes. Thank you.

Okz! Hows everyone doing? Good, bad, you think I'm a stalker for asking you this. Well tell me how it works out for ya. Oh..I guess you telling me would make even more of a stalker...well I'm not a stalker unlike some friends I have *cough cough* THOSE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO STALKS GUYS AND NEVER TALK TO THEM!! Dot dot dot. I mean come on you like someone go talk to them it's just common sense. Heres a conversation I have had once with one of my friends.

Friend: Isn't your friend cute.
Me: Go talk to him.
Friend: What are you mad I just think hes cute thats all!
Me: Well if you like him talking is usually the first step.
Friend: You know what I just don't want to talk about this anymore you just don't get it.
Me: It's a good thing your my friend and I like you...Cuz if you werent...
Friend: Gosh he is so great.
Me: I rest my case.

Now I'm sure my friend knows I'm talking about them because we had this conversation at lunch today.

Some more news for all my peoples who care about me I love you all so much!!
I'm in ROTC and no Jordan it is not lame your just jealous you don't get shiny shoes and other cool things that I don't know how to spell.

Do I need a title?

Well, this is my first blog. I am very proud of myself. I am dancing and singing to a song I don't know the words too. Isn't that the funest you think you know the words and your all alone just saying crap that you don't understand. Yes I know its awesomeness. I'm not good at blogging since this is the first but hey practice makes perfect..which actually I disagree. I practiced my math problems every flippin night and I still failed. So forget practice just try the test and hope your having a lucky day. What else I kinda think bloggin is a stalkers best-friend because you can find everything about anyboy on this site. Its like myspace but blog. Oh well I don't put real info on my profile I could be a talking dog for all you know. A talking dog that took a typing class. Koolness! What have I dont lately?? I went to Rock The Universe!! Woooooooooo go skillet. The funny thing is I still haven't SEEN skillet live. I was to short. I know pity for me I was very sad being short has disadvantages. My friend almost caught the drummers stick but this really big guy..I mean huge scary "I eat nails for breakfast" guy stole it from us and was like "MY DRUMMER STICK RAAAAAAAAWR *foaming at mouth*!!!" it was crazy so we just stepped back. Met a bunch of people gave alot of peoples high fives stood in the simpsons ride line for..i think 1 hour 30 mins. Was it worth it? No get away from it not worth the wait mummy now thats worth the wait. Ok so thats it for now..not sure when ill blog again feel kinda wierd doin it but i'll get used to it. Come say hi I love to meet new people!