Drunk drivers

I went to a party,And remembered what you said.You told me not to drink, Mom,so I had a sprite instead.I felt proud of myself,The way you said I would,that I didn't drink and drive,though some friends said I should.I made a healthy choice,And your advice to me was right.The party finally ended,and the kids drove out of sight..I got into my car,Sure to get home in one piece.I never knew what was coming,Mom, something I expected least.Now I'm lying on the pavement,And I hear the policeman say,the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,Mom, his voice seems far away.My own blood's all around me,As I try hard not to cry.I can hear the paramedic say,this girl is going to die.I'm sure the guy had no idea,While he was flying high.Because he chose to drink and drive,now I would have to die.So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives?And now the pain is cutting me,like a hundred stabbing knives.Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom Tell daddy to be brave.And when I go to heaven,put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.Someone should have taught him,That it's wrong to drink and drive.Maybe if his parents had,I'd still be alive My breath is getting shorter,Mom I'm getting really scared These are my final moments,and I'm so unprepared.I wish that you could hold me Mom,As I lie here and die.I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mom!'So I love you and good-bye.

SORRY!! STUPID BLOG!!

Please I'm sorry but my blog is acting freaky so don't pay attention to that one post that cuts off. sorry sorry. Oh and at the end it was suppose to say I'm a crummy friend cuz I can't go support my friend at all I feel so bad me so sorry Mikela!!

I had a fun day amazing I know!!

So what happend today you ask? Well I'm not gonna tell you freaky stalker person...ok...you forced me too I'll share ^^. So first period PARTY!!..I forgot cups...>_<>_<.

Love me

I don't know what to do nothing ever satisfys you. I just want to be here with you. Why can't you see that I open my arms for you and only you. I have to explain myself to many times over and over. I'm tired of you not trusting me. Please baby please why can't you see. Ive opened my arms for you. You shake your head and tell me I'm not worth it, say there's better men out there. I hang my head and drop my arms. Why can't you see I love you. This pain ripping through my body can only be healed by you oh only you. Do you like to see me suffer? Love my pain? Laugh when I fall to my knees and cry out for you? Tears run down my face and I want you to hold me. You never even glance my way. What, do you think I'm not trustworthy? Am I not good enough for you? Oh please baby please why can't you see I have my arms wide open for you. I will never close them till I'm closing them around you.

Missed love.

What is that?That thing that makes your heart beat heart skip heart explode in your chest. You see them and everything jut goes blank your mind your body everything just them only them in your vision, but it soon gets destroyed. They enter the vision. The boyfriend/girlfriend they kiss your friend on the cheek and your friend smiles at you. Theres nothing else to do but smile back.When did you notice the love for them. Was it way back in pre-school when they had the 64 pack of crayons they let you use them you shared. Your little fingers reached for the blue the same time as them.You touch and smile at each other but at that moment your little fingers had a shock you didn't know what it was far to young to understand it all.Maybe in 3rd when you were playing tag you had them in the corner no way.You didn't expect what they did.They tackle you to the ground and kiss your cheek yelling "You win!" Wow you got it that time alittle more then before love went through your mind but you shrugged it off who cares about love boys/girls are icky!No..you got it the time you know you have it. Walking down the hallway arm in his or arm held by her.Giggling by other classmates.Why?You don't know.You get on bus.More giggling.You turn to them and it gets real quiet.Your sitting next to your friend and they smile at you.Smile back but a confused one there planning something you know it.Bus stops.Get off.Walk with them. Doorstep. Turn. Smile. Lean up or down. Kiss.Open door turn and silence. Body shaking. Next day you don't talk then soon theres a new person in there life. They took your place your rightful place that should be yours. What now?

SMASHBALL

Oh yeah smashball is so much fun!! It's baseball but were playing with a soccer ball and holy crap that thing is so freakin slippery it aint even funny...but its easier to hit whoo hoo!! AND AND AND AND AND MY GAY COMMANDER GOT HIT IN THE HEAD WITH THE BALL WHEN WE GOT HIM OUT IT WAS SO GREAAAAAT CUZ I HATE HIM!!!!...personally...i dont think i was the only who laughed at that...YES YES YES AND AND AND I FORGOT YOU KNOW HOW THE CATCHER STANDS BEHIND THE HITTER..yada yada yada heheheh when the hitter missed the ball and got a foul HE THOUGHT it was fair and threw the bat behind him..thats right it almost hit Cole....hahahah.....see im sure some of you think im evil for thinking this is funny but you would understand if you met him hes such a meanie to us little freashman i mean come on life for us is hard enough we dont need some gay commander flciking us off at football games!!

Hard love

So I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away, And I'll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day, How you help me to accpet myself and I won't forget to say, Love is never wasted, Even when it's hard love. Yes it's hard love, but it's love all the same, not the stuff from fantasy but more than just a game. And the only kind of miracle that's worthy of the name, For love that heals our lives is mostly hard love.

My totally awesometastic so great day!! *sarcasm intended*

SO LETS SEE HERE WHAT HAPPEND TODAY WITH ME YOU ASK WELL I'LL FREAKIN TELL YA CUZ ITS SO AWESOME!! YES IM USING ALL CAPS!!



1) I GOT LUNCH DETENTION. FOR WHAT YOU ASK. OH ILL TELL YOU MY FRIEND. I GOT LOVELY TARDY'S ARENT THOSE SO GREAT OH OH OH OH AND GUESS WHAT IF YOUR NOT IN YOUR SEAT BY THE TIME THE BELL RINGS BUT YOUR IN CLASS ITS STILL A FUN TARDY *jumps up and down clapping hands* ISN'T THAT JUST TERRIFIC! I KNOW IT IS CUZ GUESS WHAT FRIENDS I GOT 3 COUNT IT 3 LUNCH DETENTONS. HAHAH IM SO FLIPPIN HAPPY. BUT THE BEST PART ABOUT THIS STORY IS MY TEACHER MARKED DOWN THE SAME DAY TWICE SO SHE GAVE ME ONE MORE THEN I NEEDED WHOO HOO! THEN I WENT TO MY OH FAVORITE CLASS OF ENGLISH YUM! AND I FOUND OUT THAT SHE MADE A MISTAKE WHEN SHE WAS TAKING ATTENDENCE! YAAAAAAY! NOW HERES THE CATCH TO ALL OF THIS. 3 TARDYS IS A WARNING FROM THE TEACHER. NOW IF I STARTED OUT WITH 5 TARDYS AND GOT 2 TOOKEN AWAY HOW MANY DO I HAVE LEFT. HERE ILL EVEN GIVE YOU THE EQUATION 5-2=? FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF! SO IF I ONLY HAVE 3 REAL TARDYS THAT EANS ITS ONLY A WARNING NOT A DENTENTION. CUZ IF YOU HAVE 5 TARDYS YOU GET 3 LUNCH DETENTIONS THEN IF YOU HAVE 4 YOU GET 1. BUT HERES THE GREAT PART IDID DO MY LUNCH DETENTION TODAY FOR NO FUC..bad word sorry FREAKIN REASON. HAHAHAHA WASN'T THAT JUST A GOOD RIPPIN STORY!! I KNOW IT WAS!



2) I KNOW I TOLD HIM I KNOW I TOLD HIM 'I WAS THERE' (joke for Jordan and Morgan) I TOLD MY FATH...NO.. I TOLD BRANDON TO GO GET MY UNIFORM DRY CLEANED. WHY YOU ASk WELL ILL GLADLY TELL YOU! BECUASE PICTURE DAY IS TOMMROW AND WHAT ELSE IS OH THATS RIGHT A PROJECT FOR MY ACM TEACHER IS TOMMROW TOO AND GUESS WHAT I NEED. MY LOVELY UNIFORM WHICH I NEED TO PRESENT BECUASE I NEED TO BE ALL FANCY PROFESSIONAL DRESSED UP AND MY ROTC UNIFORM WOULD COUNT BUT I CAN MANAGE TO GET A GOOD GRADE WITHOUT DRESSING UP FOR THAT. NOW HERES THE BIG PROBLEM CADET PICTURES...TOMMROW WHEN WEDNESDAY WHEN WEDNESDAY WHEN....thrusday OH SO SAYS BRANDON! I EVEN TOLD THEM LIKE FREAKIN LAST WEEK WHEN MY PICTURES WERE BEING TAKEN AND HE STILL HAS THE NERVE TO COME HOME AND TELL ME..YOUR UNIFORM WILL BE READY BY THRUSDAY. ARE YOU FUC..haha almost slipped again FLIPPIN KIDDING ME. NOW LUCKY ME TOLD ALL MY COMMANDERS AND MY SQUAD LEADER "YES SIR EVERYTHING IS IN CHECK SIR." OH WELL I GUESS NOT WHEM I SHOW UP TOMMROW NOT IN UNIFORM HAHAH LUCKY ME!

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YES I CANT WAIT MY ARMS ARE GOING TO FALL OFF HAHAH I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY THAT!!

AND THAT WAS MY DAY DIDN'T IT SOUND LIEK A FUN TIME.

Rock, Paper, Scissors!

OK, I understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how Rock Beats Scissors, but theres no way that Paper can beat Rock!

Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock leaving it immobile? The, why they heck can't paper do this to Scissors?

In fact, forget Scissors! Why can't paper do this to people?

Why aren't sheets of college- ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class?

I'll tell you why!

It's because paper can't beat anybody!

A rock would teat that crap up in about 2 seconds.

When I play "rock, paper, scissors" I always choose rock.

Then when someone claims they've beaten me with their paper.

I punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say something like...

"Oh no, I'm sorry I thought paper would protect you."

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