Trust

That last post was quite serious and I'm not stopping anytime soon. The truth about everything must be told like it or not just read and shutup.

So trust what about this little thing. Do we even trust it? I mean really you can't trust anyone in the world. You friends, lover, mommy, daddy no one. Yeah I said right there look over it if you need to. Now your thinking this right now either wow this person is a jerk and you click away from my blog. Maybe your one of those who understand you have wanted to say this but never got the chance for no one listened to you. Speak your mind your emotions be free don't hold back. Now I know my friends who know know me are thinking. "Who in the world is this person?" Well you never actually knew me friends. Secerts are a wonderful thing at the time till they get thrown out in the open for everyone to see. The humiliation and cursing begins as soon as they see it. Which brings me back to trust. Say you for some reason are going out with your friends boyfriend (which I'm not doing this is just an example -.-''') they ask you one day why he is acting so funny and you just shrug like you have no clue. At the end of the day you meet him behind the dumpster and continue with your "boyfriend" like you not hurting your friend. She walks around the corner and finds you to tangled together and runs off crying. You don't notice and the next day comes. She acts like she saw nothing. Look your trust has been broken that easily. There seems to be a fine line of trust between some people but its never a strong bond. I'm not going to lie in saying this I don't think my parents bond was that strong one time. It broke. I cryed. Went to school played it like nothing was going on. It was so hard to see them living in diffrent houses. I never saw my dad for a week. I was horrifed at the fact that there was a big chance they would get a divorce. I would lie in bed not sure to know who I was going to see tommrow. Our family trust snapped like that. I couldn't trust my family mother and father. Do you get that little thing called trust now? Do you see it's a lie? Or are you still sticking with it trying hard not to let your feelings show and this pain throbbing at your heart. I wish youwould understand this.