Missed love.

What is that?That thing that makes your heart beat heart skip heart explode in your chest. You see them and everything jut goes blank your mind your body everything just them only them in your vision, but it soon gets destroyed. They enter the vision. The boyfriend/girlfriend they kiss your friend on the cheek and your friend smiles at you. Theres nothing else to do but smile back.When did you notice the love for them. Was it way back in pre-school when they had the 64 pack of crayons they let you use them you shared. Your little fingers reached for the blue the same time as them.You touch and smile at each other but at that moment your little fingers had a shock you didn't know what it was far to young to understand it all.Maybe in 3rd when you were playing tag you had them in the corner no way.You didn't expect what they did.They tackle you to the ground and kiss your cheek yelling "You win!" Wow you got it that time alittle more then before love went through your mind but you shrugged it off who cares about love boys/girls are icky!No..you got it the time you know you have it. Walking down the hallway arm in his or arm held by her.Giggling by other classmates.Why?You don't know.You get on bus.More giggling.You turn to them and it gets real quiet.Your sitting next to your friend and they smile at you.Smile back but a confused one there planning something you know it.Bus stops.Get off.Walk with them. Doorstep. Turn. Smile. Lean up or down. Kiss.Open door turn and silence. Body shaking. Next day you don't talk then soon theres a new person in there life. They took your place your rightful place that should be yours. What now?